Sunday, June 20, 2010

so tired aft one whole day..
worked at 2pm.
tot things will happened when i see louise.
perhaps is i think too much ba.
nth happened.
she talked nth abt SOR.
but y the stupid results still not out yet!
sian!
-.-
dear came to centrepoint to see me just now.
he very bad.
5min more i can go break le.
he dont wana wait.
wana go out with his friends.
made me have to eat mcd.
sadd!
:(

nights all~
(:

Friday, June 18, 2010

ytd my 3rd consecutively off day.
1st off day - spent with dear.
2nd off day - spent with friends.
3rd off day - spent with myself.
yupp i slcaked at home the whole day.
=P

today worked opening.
tired!
3 crews did not turn up!
-.-
2pm cath came.
im off doing ordering.
she dare to ask me do it quickly n take over jemica for break!!
WTH lor!!
by the time i finish ordering its alr the official time for me to go home.
still take over her?
臭美!!
just bcoz she dont wana run omo?
who cares?
she let me die b4?
i'll let her noe the feeling of tat!
she left shit work for me?
i leave SHITY work for her now!
she is just a bloody useless 1st asst lahh.
rayson n mei chun came cafe travel..
still asked me to go out.
-.-
1st asst cant entertain 2 bloody big shot meh?
im just a small small 2nd asst nia leh..
tsk tsk tsk...

andri n efendi went went indo today.
im damn upset i cant send them off.
think if i go i sure burst into tears.
i called robert n talked to them my tears nearly rolled down le.
hais..

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i didnt got the chance to take a pic with with efendi.
the most touching tat made made me cried is efendi actually said sorry for everything he done.
to forgive him if he did anything wrong.
im actually suppose to thank him for helping us this 6mths.
hope he learnt sthg to bring back indo tat is useful for him
buit he said those instead.
*TOUCHED
i will miss the both of them like how i missed all of my previous indo crews.
hope they will come back to sg for holiday.
or few yrs later like ahmad.
got the chance to come sg for training again.
rmb ya always!!
hope u will rmb me too!!
(:

Thursday, June 17, 2010

went temple with my mother.
its dumpling festival!
offerings to my 爷爷, 奶奶, 大伯, 大伯母 n 四姑.
i always go there.
i always ask myself.
dosent his son miss his mum?
y he wana make his mum so disappointed?
ya..
although she had pass away.
afterall she's still his mum..
hais..
i really dont understand my 堂哥.

aft tat went to meet nina at her hse.
her hse is few stops away frm the temple.
her mum took the same bus n same lift with me.
i didnt noe tat!
until both of us like heading to the same hse!
lols!
=D
nina suppose to go for her crew rally n i actually suppose to meet her in town instead of her hse.
ended up she cant wake up!
n her friend forget to wake her up!
wat a friend.
-.-
den we went heeren.
meeting faliq there.
coz having family night.
gto crew referral program.
refer 1 crew get $150.
faliq brought 2 friends.
w0w!
$.$
actually wanted to avoid seeing or talking to louise de.
when im at heeren.
she's busy orientating.
phew~
nv talk to louise but i talked to teresa.
-.-
abit paisehh.
den to my surprise!!
ahmad called me!
the indo crew when i was at kallang!
he came back now again as beanie!
he was in the same espresso class as yovi.
i told her to ask ahmad to call me!
she really did!
and he really did!
so happy tat he still rmb me!!
lalala~
just nice nina was with me so i passed my hp to nina to talk to him oso!
(:
aft heeren.
nina n me walked to orchard to meet her bk friends.
ya 1 tat did not wake up up.
-.-
walked past paragon and lucky plaza.
we didnt noe there's a flood in the morning.
we saw the aft flood situation.
tsk tsk tsk.
all shops at first floor of lucky plaza affected.
even mcd close down!!!
i was so damn shocked lor!
wanted to go in n kpo de.
but i saw tracy at the entrance!
i saw her looked at me!
so paisehh n i run off!!
-.-
if she go to tell fadz...
me die..
dont noe where to put my face.
unless i was wrong lah.
she didnt saw me actually.
haas!
so many paisehh things happened to me in 1 day.
we continuing walking to orchard mrt to meet her friends.
den we went orchard parade hotel k suites.
thanks shi an.
again!
=p
k there really shiock!
shi an gtg.
den foo ming came later on.
just to see nina n me.
haas!
k till 10plus.
hungry wana go eat.
orchard nth to eat le.
so we went newton.
otw to newton..
ahmad call again..
talked to nina awhile.
HATE my hp batt empty!
store called me too.
tot of dont wana call back.
but 不放心.
got a feeling its sthg urgent,
coz tmr cafe launch of new cakes.
i knew its abt tat.
borrowed nina's hp to call store.
im right!
fakri called me!
asking me these and tat.
hope he did right.
hope AR checked all.
hope robert had a smooth launch.
if not i will get it again.
hais..
den y wana let me off days b4 n launch day?..
-.-
anw..
we took train to newton.
had our dinner-cum-supper.
went off ard 1230.

nights all~
(:

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

was msning with loon now..
he nearly got in accident man.
my goodness...
god bless he's alright.
(:
scary lor the pics he showed me...
tst tsk tsk...
=\
he actually blamed me for not noeing.
coz i got no fb n twitter.
he said im living in my own world..
yupp..
sounds true ahh..
=P

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

omg!
just realised!
happy 5yrs anniversary to my blog~
haas!
the blog which had been thru thick n thin with me.
will always share my joy n sollow with.
n always the one tat i vent anger at.
(:

had met my poor injured dear..
tsk tsk tsk...
if i were the one who fell like him..
think i will cry up to 3d3n lor.
-.-
last tue worked opening.
met junaina, nina n 1 of their work friend.
aft work we went over to ps for kfc.
met yq next door coz he attached there for 2weeks.
haas.
aft eat junaina went off.
den we went shopping ard.
den we went back to 313 coz we wana do massage.
we had the fish spa n foot reflexlogy.
the foot reflexlogy is very nice lor.
worth the money.
we enjoyed it.
will go back again.
(:

met dear on last thu on our rarely same off day.
haas,
he brought me to mustaffa.
n bought me a pink water bottle.
lols.
coz he's like kind of fed up i dont drink water often.
so he decided to buy me 1 n want me to bring it everywhere i go.
hmm..
thoughtful him.
(:
den we went over to city square mall.
we had toast box as high tea.
lols.
den shopped ard.
den had dinner at our usual old airport road hawker.
the western mix grill is real delicious.
must try!
=D

fri opening again..
haffis replied my msg 2days later.
i told him if i emergency looking for him i sure die liao de.
=x
i again repeated my story wat happened on wed to him.
=\
anw.. 
cath came back to store aft her meeting to prepare SOR2 on sat.
to appreciate?
she like can treat wat happened tat day as nothing,
im damn worried.
its my shift leh.
wat happen to me if i cant make it?
it does not only affect me.
it affects the whole team.
damn stress.
went back quite late.
to prepare SOR.
to settle mccafe upcoming promotion.
den at night was msning with yq.
den was telling him cath told me this n tat.
den he asked me me n her ok liao ar?
well...
forgive n forget is right.
but to me.
i can forgive but i wont forget ba.
i told him "女人是小气的"
haas.

sat the big day..
if i got no date to celebrate my jie's bdae.
i'll change shift with cath like wat louise actually wanted me to.
alot of thing not there n not done.
just blame on my luck ba.
having those stubborn crews.
hais.
think the result wont be fantastic.
finished work.
went home.
changed n went to ion to meet jies for dinner.
love the jap food!
y louise msg me those kind of words while im having dinner?
kind of idiotic.
hais.
n haffis den reply my sms 1 day later.
he really nv change.
anw he replied me too late le lah.
actually i wana ask him wat can i do.
but instead i told him wat happened.
aft our dinner went shopping round ion.
den went to shaw tcc for coffee time.
june did not join n left for mj session with her bf.
haas.
had drinks n cake for xiu.
aft tat xiu left with her bf.
den we the he-ha-ho walked all the way to dhoby to take train home.
iris n yun took nel with i tool ccl.
love my jies!
shall we meet up more often?
can we dont meet up for only bdae celebration?
pic will be up soon!
(:

sun m3.
just dont like to work with cath.
really..
i was like counting down the time im finishing work.
went home with nina..
late in the night 4am got to noe dear fell down during work.
his hand n leg were injured.
he told me its painful.
seldom hearing him saying pain de.
this he said pain.
must be real painful.
my heart hurts.
:(

mon just now..
worked closing.
reached store abt 430.
no eyes to go see louise.
she's in the mgr room.
im outside.
when she came out.
i just walked away.
scared?
guilty?
watever!
just dont feel like seeing her.
just dont feel like talking to her.
im so damn happy when she left store!
for the first time i felt tat!
haas!
was instructed to get someone to go forum to take cake plates.
i msg haffis.
n he sent it to me.
thanks ehh pakcikk!!
=p
but somehow i still feel diff frm last time le lahh...
yq went back to store awhile just now aft his attachment at ps.
hmm..
i just noe 1 of his secret.
to me its like a big secret.
=\

later not working.
dear oso not working.
gg to see him.
my poor injured him.
y are we staying so far away?
if not i'll go see him just now b4 i go to work.
felt bad tat i cant be with him at tat point of time.
hais..

Sunday, June 13, 2010

few days back wednesday..
i worked opening.
cath was doing her dday.
i was so damn fcuking busy.
n yet she can peacefully sit inside doing her schedule nv help out.
i freak out lor.
even my crews are asking me y she nv help.
i said dont care lahh.
she dont wana help den dont help lor.
靠自己,不要靠别人。
im really tired lor!
she is the WORST 1st asst i ever worked with!
she still got the face to ask me to eat tgt aft 2pm.
i rejected as i said im letting jemica go break instead.
ended up she n robert went over to OC BK.
junaina called me.
i told her aft they left call me.
coz i wana go there to look for junaina n nina.
aft they left..
i went over.
i vent my anger n repeated the story to them alot alot of times.
junaina was telling me faridah start her dday at2pm.
but only managed to start doing her schedule at 8pm.
my 1st asst?!?!
wat a world is this~~!!!
was talking to vana while waiting for junaina finish work.
wat can we talk?
of coz abt mcd only lor.
haas!
we talked abt the past n now.
the differences.
the good n bad.
alot alot.
hmm..
from our conversation.
think he's a good 1st asst to work with.

at the end of the day.
yq noes im damn angry tat day.
jemica told him.
den he actually sms me asking wat happen so on n so froth.
its really good to talk to someone.
i really felt much better aft letting out my anger again n again.
(:

the one tat im looking for to vent my anger at.
the one tat im looking for to share my prob with.
he no longer the one i expected anymore le.
ppl ard us last time says he's tat kind of person.
i keep on telling myself he's not.
he's a nice friend.
when in prob just look for him.
he'll help as much as he can.
he'll advice wat are the dos n donts.
n actually tats wat he promised.
i dont noe y.
i dont noe wat happened.
perhaps he's really like tat de?
or i rely on him too much last time?
all i want is..
to find the one working the same line as me.
so tat when anything or wat happen..
there's someone i can consult.
there's someone to advise me.
i had said this alot alot of times le.
but always history will happen.
its like a cycle repeating again n again n again.
im real tired of this le.
can it stop repeating?

Friday, June 11, 2010

i had been so busy.
im tired.
tmr is another big day.
im really stress abt it u noe.
i really feel like crying out loud to relive my stress.

its the 2nd time i need help n he ignore my sms.
maybe he thinks im irritating ba.
actually i wana vent my anger.
i wana seek for help.
hope to get advice.
but..
the higher im hoping.
the greater disappointment i get.
:(

thank YOU.
perhaps ppl in the same store will den share the burden with me.
 thank everything YOU did.
thank those encouraging words YOU said.
i really felt better.
appreciate ALL.
(:

 suet!
jia you!
u can only pass.
no fail!
good luck!
all the best!
u can do it!

Monday, June 07, 2010

so late in the night,
im still up.

i still get to meet him on fri noon despite our sucky schedule.
we had dinner tgt.
den he sent me to work at night.
i really love when he send me to work or fetch me from work.
i really feel so loved by him.
i really so wish i will not do anything wrong to make him angry again.
(:

sat reached home and slept ard 10am..
den woke up 7pm.
den off to work again..
im like throwing my temper when i reached work.
i dont care wat u think of me!!
n i dont give a shit wat u tell others abt me!!
I AM WAT I AM!!
i really find things not right.
y they can work in tat kind of situation?!!
threw me the shit n just left.
fcuk lahh so wat if u live far.
giving stupid reasons no train no bus home.
gimme a break man!!

sun reached home ard 9am.
no plans.
coz he's working.
:(
was on the phone with him den lastly got chased by him to slp.
haas.
i slp.
i woke up.
i slp again.
i woke up again.
for a couple of times.
can say im a pig.
but no plans for me gg out i would rather slp.
or else i oso dont noe wat to do.
just now was up.
watched 我在你左右.
den awhile more wake him up.
den i'll back to slp again.
boring life right?
-.-

btw yq msg me saying gapbuster result is out.
is a HAIS.
sadd..
im  not sad for him
sad coz is our team result.
not blaming him coz i noe he dont wish to get tat result too.
i just find it weird.
i think the main point he msg me is not to tell me the result.
he is like finding someone to talk to.
he really sounded very sadd frm his sms.
hmm..
i really used to dont like him de when he just transfer over.
i find him very HL.
haha!
anw like wat louise says..
he's like trying to blend into the team.
give him some time.
give him a chance.
of not its really difficult to work tgt.
(:

hmm..
received msg frm louise saying got urgent meeting at 8pm.
i got no idea wat is it abt.
i find her sounded so damn fierce. 
coz of the gapbuster result?
i dont noe..
the most HAHA thing is..
yq msg me regarding this.
AR too..
but..
hmm...
HAHA.
y me?
=D